I don't Know why I am Writing this context

I was born in one family in kerman .I was growing up in normal condition. I went to Malaysia when I was 18 or 17 .After while I went to England and then I came back to Iran I am not Sorry For Myself because of My life and my decisions

But

In my Life I try to be humanity person and I did A lot of things because of my family and people around me and all the time I had arguee with myself about what am I doing to help people and my family  and try to keep myself out of alot of actions and conversations to keep myself out from sins but finally I tired of being humanity and  I understand , There is no Humanity in this world .This World is like jungle and if I like to survive I sould live and think and work as an animal and try to think just about my tummy and that's it ...

If a person think and worry about the another one , one day the person will sting him as snake and if that person is from his family it will sting him as python

I understand , If I am say some thing true the other will give comments in 2 ways

1. If my conversation has profit for them they will accept it and they will admire me

But

2.If my conversation has no profit for them and stop their job ,they will ignore me and name me as crazy

I understand the people mind around me is too thin and small and if they can't solve and understand my conversation they will ignore it and name me as crazy and paranoid they just can understand 4 things eat and sleep and relationship and fight because of investment  and they don't understand about humanity and human rights and love and friend ship but they lie that they knew because they are stubborn person. 

It is funny

any way

 I am writing because I want to remember in future this day and I will just think about myself and my future andI want be like them from tomorrow and I understand the meaning of :

If I don't eat them they will eat me

If I don't keep my investment safe they will still it from me

If I think in good way about them and their share they will call me naive or crazy or child

If I don't play with them they will paly with me

If I don't push them out from scene they will push me out

If I tell them true They will name me liar

If I don't bother them they will bother me

and at last

If I don't *** Them They will **** me

(they or them = Friends And Family and people around me )

Thanks

Best wishes

Afshin Aghaabbasi

 

Humanity is Forbidding

 p.s:I don't care what will you say after you read this context because there are my achievement in my life until today and my fault is being honest human but I will behave like animal with them until they will ask for help that means I won't care about them anymore and I will just think about my life and I will back to my nature in future so don't stand in my way because I made my decision.

 

 

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نوشته شده در سه شنبه هجدهم خرداد 1389ساعت 14:46 توسط Afshin Aghaabbasi| |